A mom’s letter to the editor: “My son is gay, and I’m proud of it”

You simply have to read this letter. I was shaking.

Letter to the Editor
by Sharon Underwood, Sunday, April 30, 2000
from the Valley News (White River Junction, VT/Hanover, NH)

As the mother of a gay son, I’ve seen firsthand how cruel and misguided people can be.

Many letters have been sent to the Valley News concerning the homosexual menace in Vermont. I am the mother of a gay son and I’ve taken enough from you good people.

I’m tired of your foolish rhetoric about the “homosexual agenda” and your allegations that accepting homosexuality is the same thing as advocating sex with children. You are cruel and ignorant. You have been robbing me of the joys of motherhood ever since my children were tiny.

My firstborn son started suffering at the hands of the moral little thugs from your moral, upright families from the time he was in the first grade. He was physically and verbally abused from first grade straight through high school because he was perceived to be gay.

He never professed to be gay or had any association with anything gay, but he had the misfortune not to walk or have gestures like the other boys. He was called “fag” incessantly, starting when he was 6.

In high school, while your children were doing what kids that age should be doing, mine labored over a suicide note, drafting and redrafting it to be sure his family knew how much he loved them. My sobbing 17-year-old tore the heart out of me as he choked out that he just couldn’t bear to continue living any longer, that he didn’t want to be gay and that he couldn’t face a life without dignity.

You have the audacity to talk about protecting families and children from the homosexual menace, while you yourselves tear apart families and drive children to despair. I don’t know why my son is gay, but I do know that God didn’t put him, and millions like him, on this Earth to give you someone to abuse. God gave you brains so that you could think, and it’s about time you started doing that.

At the core of all your misguided beliefs is the belief that this could never happen to you, that there is some kind of subculture out there that people have chosen to join. The fact is that if it can happen to my family, it can happen to yours, and you won’t get to choose. Whether it is genetic or whether something occurs during a critical time of fetal development, I don’t know. I can only tell you with an absolute certainty that it is inborn.

If you want to tout your own morality, you’d best come up with something more substantive than your heterosexuality. You did nothing to earn it; it was given to you. If you disagree, I would be interested in hearing your story, because my own heterosexuality was a blessing I received with no effort whatsoever on my part. It is so woven into the very soul of me that nothing could ever change it. For those of you who reduce sexual orientation to a simple choice, a character issue, a bad habit or something that can be changed by a 10-step program, I’m puzzled. Are you saying that your own sexual orientation is nothing more than something you have chosen, that you could change it at will? If that’s not the case, then why would you suggest that someone else can?

A popular theme in your letters is that Vermont has been infiltrated by outsiders. Both sides of my family have lived in Vermont for generations. I am heart and soul a Vermonter, so I’ll thank you to stop saying that you are speaking for “true Vermonters.”

You invoke the memory of the brave people who have fought on the battlefield for this great country, saying that they didn’t give their lives so that the “homosexual agenda “could tear down the principles they died defending. My 83-year-old father fought in some of the most horrific battles of World War II, was wounded and awarded the Purple Heart.

He shakes his head in sadness at the life his grandson has had to live. He says he fought alongside homosexuals in those battles, that they did their part and bothered no one. One of his best friends in the service was gay, and he never knew it until the end, and when he did find out, it mattered not at all. That wasn’t the measure of the man.

You religious folk just can’t bear the thought that as my son emerges from the hell that was his childhood he might like to find a lifelong companion and have a measure of happiness. It offends your sensibilities that he should request the right to visit that companion in the hospital, to make medical decisions for him or to benefit from tax laws governing inheritance.

How dare he? you say. These outrageous requests would threaten the very existence of your family, would undermine the sanctity of marriage.

You use religion to abdicate your responsibility to be thinking human beings. There are vast numbers of religious people who find your attitudes repugnant. God is not for the privileged majority, and God knows my son has committed no sin.

The deep-thinking author of a letter to the April 12 Valley News who lectures about homosexual sin and tells us about “those of us who have been blessed with the benefits of a religious upbringing” asks: “What ever happened to the idea of striving…to be better human beings than we are?”

Indeed, sir, what ever happened to that?

All the Randall Terrys and Rick Santorums and other haters out there should be forced to read it. Not that it would do any good; they’re probably too far gone by now. Oh, and George W. Bush should read it too, as he prepares to sully the constitution with a new amendment, the sole purpose of which is to discriminate against a huge group of Americans.

Link via Atrios. Thank you, sir.

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Richard Burger is the author of Behind the Red Door: Sex in China, an exploration of China's sexual revolution and its clash with traditional Chinese values.

The Discussion: 10 Comments

Proof again that politics distorts humanity, and humanity seeks to have room to roam and be itself.

I’m a bit shocked this would ever have to be written in Vermont, but there you go.

May 30, 2004 @ 6:28 pm | Comment

this is a very moving article. addresses many closeminded thinking. thanks for bringing it to our attention.

May 30, 2004 @ 7:47 pm | Comment

Thank you so much for posting this powerful letter. I plan to forward it to my wonderful mom (who believes that gay people are god’s “special gift” to humanity!).

May 30, 2004 @ 11:03 pm | Comment

Shanghai, indeed we are!

HK, there are fools and bigots everywhere — even in Vermont.

May 30, 2004 @ 11:23 pm | Comment

Richard,
Thank you for posting this. I was going to add something, but the profound insight of this letter, says it enough. Again thanks.

May 31, 2004 @ 2:19 am | Comment

I’m forwarding this to the PAP. ;)

May 31, 2004 @ 7:11 am | Comment

as well as to Focus On The Family and godhatesfags.com!

May 31, 2004 @ 7:12 am | Comment

Thank you Richard, that letter was perfect.

Even those (relatively) few of us who do have a genuine choice in such matters, the truly bisexual, didn’t choose to have a choice in the matter (that’s almost Rumsfeld-ian in it’s tortured logic, no? :-)
If I had my druthers I’d be either straight or gay, no doubt about it, limbo-land is no fun at times.

But did I choose this? Hell no, that’d be madness. Things would be MUCH simpler if only women were on the menu.

June 1, 2004 @ 1:52 am | Comment

David, why think of it as limbo-land?Maybe you’re lucky and have the best of both worlds.

Actually, I am intrigued at the idea of bisexuality and have always wondered whether it really exists. Most bi’s I’ve known tend to be gays who sometimes have intimacy with the opposite sex. Is there such a thing as true bisexuality? (I know that’s way off-topic, but your comment got me wondering.)

June 1, 2004 @ 11:05 am | Comment

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